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I can show you the world - Aiesha - 3/28/2026 She did not ask anyone for permission to leave Satriya—too excited to consider that—and would have told her father if she had seen him, but Senmut had been gone at least a day. When she finally departed there was a spring in her step. Aiesha hurried to where she was to meet Osiris—carrying a bundle of rations and herbs, in case they needed anything during their travels; she had pilfered a storeroom while nobody was looking, presuming it would go unnoticed. Have you traveled much?The girl asked her new companion as they crossed the dunes, having spent much of the afternoon moving north. Myself, I like to think I am well traveled, but... That was before my arrival here. Everything is different now. RE: I can show you the world - Osiris - 3/28/2026 True to his word, Osiris hurried to tell Azora of his mission and set off without anymore delay. He didn't think anyone else would miss him for a few days; he was oft inclined to wander out patrolling the whole of the borders, or in search of prey, so he didn't think permission was needed.
He didn't realize this could've been spun or seen as kidnapping or scandal as the guard made off with the noble lady. His dusky form strode beside her with long, languid steps. Travels? Some,he rumbled, peering at her quizzically for just a moment, my party and I traveled with the young amiirad to get here here, but the trek was not so terrible.Did he think he could've traveled before that? Yeah, would've been fuckin' nice, but those in his family didn't get such frivolities. He'd trained till his claws were dull and his pads bled and his head rang, he hadn't gotten to go anywhere but right into his duties. 'Everything is different now,' she said, and Osiris turned to look at her earnestly. Different, my lady? RE: I can show you the world - Aiesha - 3/28/2026 He was a traveler—and a companion to Merneith? Aiesha considered asking about the queen so that she might further grow their friendship, but thought better of it as Osiris explained; no, she wasn't going to side-step an opportunity to learn directly from the woman if given the chance. Now was a better time to learn about her new friend. He was curious, and Aiesha laughed at his formalities. Aiesha, please!But how could she explain this...? I was born in Muat-Riya, the summer palace of Queen Toula. My parents were—are, priests; but when the Divine One left Akashingo, she elevated my father to rule. That made me... Amiirad.As she spoke of this she found it easier to gloss over the more painful parts. Then we arrived to Satriya and... I suppose since my father is not pharaoh, I am not really a nebet.Smiling to the guardian, Aiesha wonders what he makes of this. RE: I can show you the world - Osiris - 3/28/2026 'Aiesha', came the insistence. Osiris rumbled a quiet sound, neither agreeing or otherwise. He didn't want to disagree, but certainly, protocol and manners insisted more hotly! If this was his first mission since becoming mazoi again, he didn't want it known he was unprofessional.
The rusty canine went on to explain; she'd been born in the summer palace of the Queen Toula, and Osiris smiled at the mention of her. It was she who had let him pick his own path, who set him into enough favor to be the trusted Handmaid of princess Neferseba. Apparently, when she had gone, she'd left Aiesha's father to rule in her stead. What an honor! He realized it as she said it: she was Amiirad, too. And she refused to hear him call her lady? Osiris quailed momentarily, sucking in a sharp, ashamed breath as he soaked in her words, but resigned himself to the knowledge he had: she was speaking of the past, which must have been the change she spoke of. 'Then we arrived to Satriya and... I suppose since my father is not pharaoh, I am not really a nebet.' That was quite a larger shift than the one he was sulking over. What should've made him feel better only sharpened his curiosity, prompted sympathy. Does one stop being Amiirad? They may call you something else, but if your Father was pharaoh even briefly, then surely Ra has blessed your family all the same. That cannot be taken back, in spirit.They might bow to a new set of royalty, but that didn't mean the gods hadn't blessed her father, blessed her. RE: I can show you the world - Aiesha - 3/30/2026 He heard her, but he didn't understand. Maybe she hadn't been clear enough—or, she didn't know how exactly to convey such a deep truth of herself, especially to a new friend. If she had wanted to impress him maybe she would have challenged the creature to a spar, or really shown off her confusing position, instead she was trying to explain... Something. She didn't really even know what, now. I suppose not, no. But I don't see myself as one. I don't—I don't know how to explain.She felt the frustration bubbling up, and her pace became a bit choppy as her focus drifted from the path ahead. Those who are pharaoh are chosen, of course. They speak for the gods, they are gods themselves! But I don't think my father is a god—This came so suddenly, and she passed over it without thinking about how heretical it was to speak aloud, or how treasonous, should the wrong ears hear it! Just because the Divine One named him such; he is suddenly elevated! That is fine for him, if true. I don't see how that changes who I am, or what I am. And.. I'm the daughter of priests, not nobles.It sounded very much like Aiesha was trying to make sense of it for herself just as much as Osiris. And besides that, Satriya has its Pharaoh! Clearly the gods made their choice when they stole us from Akashingo—Ah! She was going off on the same argument she had made of Senmut, which had driven him from the palace. How unfortunate. Her ears turned and she looks now to Osiris, sheepish. I'm sorry. I have... A lot of feelings about this. You're right though, I am still somehow a nebet... But I'd rather be a mazoi. I think. A sigh. RE: I can show you the world - Osiris - 4/5/2026 Aiesha didn't openly disagree, but he could hear the uncertainty in her voice. She saw the logic to his words, but did not feel it in her heart, nor did she know how to put it to words. Osiris fixed her with a sympathetic gaze, listening.
How interesting this not-noble-princess was. She didn't think her father a god. Blasphemy. Yet Osiris didn't seem to flinch. It was a strange path she walked; a princess in another kingdom, whose father was touched by the divine but not celestial himself. And did Satriya not believe Pharaoh Khaemwaset the chosen? Different kingdoms, same rules, now overlapping. Even Osiris could appreciate the tumultuous nature of that. And yet, were there never others? No other kingdoms ruled by other branches of bloodline, all thinking themselves highest above all? All of a sudden, mid-rant, she stole a look at him. Osiris' tail curled and he chuffed an affectionate sound, as if soothing her apologies. You have a right to those feelings, my lady,he rumbled, then smiled, Aiesha. I won't pretend I know the answers, but I can listen, if nothing else. I can offer my own thoughts, help how I can. A flame as vibrant as yourself should not be left to be battered by the wind in the open sand when there are stones to build fortification. She would rather be mazoi. Strange, isn't it,he sighed with her, How often those with the choice often wish to move down from the status offered them,he dared a glance at her, and how often it is one of those most deserving of being lifted higher. A princess who never wanted to be royal. A boy raised to be the guard of those royals, who wanted nothing more than to sing and dance and be merry with them. Did Merneith wish to be free of her queenly responsibilities? Would Khaemwaset choose to give up his crown if someone worthy of the light of Ra stepped into the pyramid? Fathers always do seem to want the best for their children, don't they? Perhaps the gods are the same. They think we ought to thank them for offering us everything we didn't want, never asked for. How many among the sprawling resplendence of Satriya alone have actually chosen their path? How many of us bow our heads because it is bid of us? His words toed that same heresy, but Osiris --named for the god of death-- had always held a complicated relationship with the gods. RE: I can show you the world - Aiesha - 4/12/2026 She nearly corrected him, but he did it himself. Aiesha listened as best she could—she was used to being taught, and the lion had much to express. He was forgiving of her outburst; he accepted the value of her feelings, which was a charming piece of his personality, she decided. As for roles—Aiesha let out a little laugh. The sound cut out when the topic switched to fathers. Aiesha remembered the last time she had spoken to her own father and the argument that had resulted. The feeling of being put second. The way Senmut had turned from her and fled. They're supposed to. At this point I think my step-mother cares more, and we aren't even blood.She mumbled this, most of which was drowned by the way Osiris spoke of the gods. I wish we could ask them! The gods are powerful; they brought all of us here, had us pass through the field of reeds—but we aren't any different here. They watch and scheme, but it would be so much easier if they would be direct.She was exasperated by the very idea. Of course, that's what a priest was for. |