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Have you felt your neck skin crawl When youre searching for the light - Saga - 6/16/2026


Backdated roughly a few days, for Rurik

Saga was growing frantic, despite their measure of success. Time felt like it was closing in; Magnolia and Laurel were still missing, and while some part of her wanted to hope they'd made it home already, anxiety drove her ever onward as she continued the search. The coast, the Highlands, Saga was checking everywhere the girls might've holed up around where they'd last been.... To no avail. Perhaps, she told herself, it was time to search where they were less likely to be. Obviously, had they been in these moors, one of the search party would've picked up their scents as she had Otillie's. She would have picked up their scents.
Perhaps, she told herself, the mountains. Perhaps they'd gone to the spine instead of home. It was a shorter peak, but perhaps with inexperience they'd simply picked and walked. If they were not there... Saga told herself it was time to move on from the moors. The thought scared her; they'd already been gone so long, and eventually, she'd need to send someone back home to tell Jaxxon they weren't dead.

As she drew further from the group and came across a trail not entirely foreign, it was not that of her daughters.

It was that of her brother. Another littermate. Was Mythris intent to bring them to her? How far had she strayed from Snuh, would her sister yet be close enough to find her first, if Saga called now? She couldn't be sure. Muscles grew taut as they froze and remembered the ache left behind by a strike, lessons before dawn and after dusk, being the sibling constantly called forward to be the object of target practice. It wasn't Rurik's fault, not really. He couldn't help that she couldn't learn under such conditions, couldn't help what Mother forced, couldn't help that Saga was the unfortunate bait and dummy for her bloodline.
Just as Saga couldn't control the fear pulsing through her veins, stinking up the field. Suddenly it didn't matter how much training Nyra had lavished upon her, she was just a scared girl pitted against her littermates once again.



RE: Have you felt your neck skin crawl When youre searching for the light - Rurik - 6/16/2026

Rurik hated it here, absolutely dreaded it. Even now as he treaded across the vast open fields, something in the air made the hair on the back of his neck stand up. If it wasn't for one thing that had led him here, the dark man wouldn't have come all this way.

Deep within the moors, lied the scent of his sister. At first he couldn't believe it. Perhaps it was just simply a figment of his imagination, a mirage playing mind games with his senses. Yet there it was again, guiding him to the woman that was hiding around here somewhere.

Over and over, he had asked himself if he really wanted to find her. If he wanted to bring her more horrible memories and end what ever peace she might be living in this place. But at the same time, Rurik needed to know that she was alright. Needed to convince himself and her that things could be different, that he wasn't trying to bring about the same levels of pain and suffering Mother had forced him to inflict upon her so long ago.

Still the past festered in his mind like an old wound, angry and full of malice. What on earth would he even say to his sister? Would Saga attack him on sight? Run away? How on earth would she ever forgive him? Rurik knew that if he was in her shoes, if she had done that to him, there would be no forgiveness.

Not for his sister, not for mother, or anyone else that had anything to do with it. Yet here he was, giving it his all in order to find her. His heart hoping that this time, things could be different. That they didn't need to remain stuck in their horrific past.


RE: Have you felt your neck skin crawl When youre searching for the light - Saga - 6/18/2026

Saga stood stock-still, unsure if she should just... make her way back? Pretend nothing was wrong? Hope that her nonchalance didn't draw attention and she could just slip back to Snuh and the other more experienced fighters she'd brought along with her. She didn't have to deal with this - she was a woman grown, and she had nothing to prove to her Mother anymore. She didn't have time for foolish tussles.

Yet she knew her fear-scent was a beacon, to other Fox's lurking and who knew what predators besides. She was already asking to be found. To be questioned. Confronted.

For what? She wasn't so deluded that she thought her Mother was sending people out for her. Snuh said she was assumed dead, and even if she wasn't by all, then she knew without a shadow of a doubt she wouldnt be what Mother wasted resources on. Hell, too many doubted her reasoning to send people out looking for Peregryn, and he was useful. He was a firstborn.

Whether it was terror or reason, Saga remained rooted in place.

Waiting.

Back straight, head snaking low to the ground, tail stiff straight behind her, Saga wasn't sure how to approach the situation, but she wouldn't run. Her crimson gaze raked the moor, breaths coming short and quick, ears pinned hard.
She would wait. Come hell or high water, even if she had to call for their sister and fight it out, she would let events unfold. She would let Rurik come to her, if he so chose, and she would let him decide what this meeting would be.

She wasn't sure they'd ever really interacted away from Mother. Maybe... things could be different.



RE: Have you felt your neck skin crawl When youre searching for the light - Rurik - 6/19/2026

Rurik came around the bend, eyes filled with both worry and excitement. The thought of seeing his sister again brought out emotions that had once remained suppressed for so long. He cautiously approached, getting closer until her scent was practically in his face. Then just a few feet away from him, the ball of reds, peaches and white stood before him.

Her face was also filled with worry, but she seemed to be holding her ground. Now what? Saga.....you're alive. Rurik's voice was almost a whisper, though still held that rugged and tired sound to his voice. I can't believe that I found you. That was all that he could bring himself to say, still standing there in utter shock that he had found the sister he so longed to see again.


RE: Have you felt your neck skin crawl When youre searching for the light - Saga - 6/24/2026

If ever there had been time to avoid this, Saga knew it was up the moment his dark, speckled form blotted into view. He was a shadow moving along in the pre-dawn dark, and she wondered if he knew how intimidating he looked. Perhaps she only thought that because she'd been on the receiving end of brutality -his and others- too many times to count.

And suddenly, as if neither of them had noticed, they were face to face.

'Saga.....you're alive.' It seemed nobody was sure, even Saga herself. Some part of her wanted to ask what had been found, what had been seen, or if Mother was simply happy to claim her 'likely dead'. More of her didn't want to know. One way or another, she was taken from home.... and it'd been the best thing ever to happen to her. Maybe that was the important part.

A gentle, short nod. Saga trembled atop rigid limbs, a fawn ready to flee, but a resolute firmness shone behind the fear. She had to see this through, one way or another, even if she had less assurance that Rurik wasn't here on someone elses bidding.

'I can't believe that I found you.' Had he been... searching? Why?

Synnove is here, too, she swallowed a lump in her throat, voice feeling small. She goes by Snuh now. Did he know that? She wasn't actually sure when their sister had dropped her birth name; before or after she'd fought her way free of Snow Peak and the Fox clan. Was he perhaps on the search for HER? Mother's pride had been wounded; maybe she sent others out in search of another wily Fox child in need of punishment.

Maybe he would just be more interested in a useful Fox.



RE: Have you felt your neck skin crawl When youre searching for the light - Snuh - 6/24/2026


Snuh and Saga were having no luck. Some of Saga's kids were still missing, with no trace of them to even figure out where to go. Snuh was beginning to think that this trip was going to be for nothing with how far they searched. Snuh was discouraged, she didn't realize that she wasn't even next to Saga. She was not going to lose her sister now, not after all this traveling they've been through.

Frantic searching resulted in her catching Saga's scent, as well as........something familiar. The scent smacked her in the face when she realized. It was one of her other siblings. Was the Fox clan coming after them? Were the sister ever going to be free from their terror? Snuh's heart began to race, trying to get to Saga with haste and terror in her eyes.

She came clear into the opening, seeing Saga and....Rurik. Snuh couldn't believe her eyes. It truly was her brother. The three siblings were reunited, but was this a good thing or bad? Snuh was completely frozen, not sure if Rurik was here with his own free will, or if he was doing the will of the Fox clan. Her heart raced, yet tears started to swell in her eyes.

"R-Rurik? Is that really you?" Her legs were shaking, unable to move, but wanting so much to hug her brother. The memories of the Fox clan were racing through her mind. All that training, all that bloodshed, and all the death that they brought upon others. Was this the moment they were all free from their mother? Or was this the past coming to hunt them down.




RE: Have you felt your neck skin crawl When youre searching for the light - Rurik - 6/27/2026

At first all he could do was stare at her, trying to convince himself that Saga was really right there in front of him and alive. Her voice soon broke the silence, almost quiet. As if she was expecting something awful to come out of this encounter. Rurik didn't blame her one bit, for Mother had always done this to them. Pitted sibling against sibling and forcing them to be the mindless killing machines they each grew up to be. But not Saga, she was always good and kind. Though a bit too soft for her own good. Rurik liked that about her however, not wanting to change her for the world.

I....I came to find you. To see if you were still alive. Mother sent me to find our brother as well, but I had a change of heart. Just never went home. It was a big deal for him to admit what his parent would see as a failure in her eyes. But he would know better then the monster. At least he tried to.

Hearing the news of Synnove being here as well, made him all the more happy and at the same time uneasy for her return. Before he could speak further, the massive wolf showed her face. Tears were building in her eyes, though the distance was still well kept. Snuh now huh? Went on did a life change on me. Missed you sis. Both of you.


RE: Have you felt your neck skin crawl When youre searching for the light - Saga - 7/1/2026

He wasn't here for Snuh.
He was here for her. To see if she was still alive. He'd been sent out as so many others had been to look for Peregryn, but like apparently many others, he'd never returned. How many of their siblings, older and littermate alike, had the same change of mind once they were far from Laurel's dark influence? She'd assumed most of them dead, after so long. How many really were?

Saga knew the strength that took. She'd been the only Fox that ever went out to search and came back at all, even on the tail of failure.

As if summoned, Snuh's massive form came haring into view, eyes wild and stance protective. Saga felt a knot in her chest unravel if only a little, relief properly taking hold as she thought Snuh wont let anything bad happen. But it... didn't really seem like that was necessary. Rurik didn't seem to be any sort of danger - not that Fox's weren't a lying bunch of shits when it served them, but they were also unneededly dramatic. If he was here to start shit, Saga thought... he would've by now. Didn't have a reason to sit around and lie, get them to drop their guard when he could've had Saga between his teeth by the time Snuh had gotten there.

Tears welled in her eyes, too, as the intense moment shifted into a reunion.

A happy one, perhaps. Her muscles relaxed a little, though she didn't dare close the distance - in her defense, didn't consider it. She didn't know this littermate well enough to know if he'd bite her just for getting into his personal space like Corrina did.

What changed your mind, Rurik? Mother.... isn't easy to leave, not even by accident.




RE: Have you felt your neck skin crawl When youre searching for the light - Snuh - 7/4/2026


Snuh was feeling so much pain in her heart hearing her bother and sister speak. Tears started to shed from her eyes slowly, as she walked up to Rurik slowly. "She made me hurt you so many times." Turning to look towards Saga. "Both of you." Snuh's old memories of their mother was returning to her mind, and becoming painful memories once more.

She tried to wipe her tears away, with little success. Her feeling of remorse was overwhelming Snuh, as she closed the gap, and grasped Rurik in a tight hug. Her tears still flowing from her eyes, as she hugged him as tight as she could. "I'm so sorry for what I did to you both." After her words, the tears came flooding, unable to hold back, and unwilling to now. Snuh never thought she was going to have the chance to meet Rurik ever again, to say that she was sorry. The pain though, even after saying what she yearned to say out lout, the pain was still rough. That was the kind of scar that their mother left on Snuh, and no doubt on Saga and Rurik as well.




RE: Have you felt your neck skin crawl When youre searching for the light - Rurik - 7/4/2026

Seeing them together again brought back many memories, both good and bad. But mostly bad. He could still feel what he had done to them all those years ago, wishing that he could take it back. What didn't occur to him though, was how affectionate and sorry his other sister would be towards him.

Snuh, as she was now called, came right up to him and embraced him. Rurik froze in place, fighting back the urge to just instinctively bite her. Knowing all the while that he was being watched and judged for a history he had no excuse for.

Please move away from me, Snuh. I'm not ready for that. No apologies, not a single acceptance of her own through his words. Just distance that he was trying to keep safely between them. Looking back to Saga, there was more to answer.

Simple. I was tired of the way she was treating all of us. Realized after a while that she was just using us for her own torment and as war tools. Nothing more and nothing less. There was no love there and never would be.

Several truths that were painful from the very beginning, though he shed no tears. Literally having a lot of emotions stripped out of him, Rurik had no need for pity or sorrow. Just a heart and spirit that wished to move on. Simple as that.